Why would i rather have a one night stand than do it with my bf?

ok so i love having a boyfriend but i dont like the whole one on one thing when were in a relationship im not big on kissing anymore than a peck when in a relationship and hugging. but given the opportunity to hook up with a random person and do anything with them (im 17 and a virgin in all ways) and feel so much more relief than i do during a regular relationship like i want to avoid it at all costs but if they werent my bf or someone i didnt know very well i would totally be ok with it but i dont understand whyWhy would i rather have a one night stand than do it with my bf?One night stands are about raw sex and nothing more, with no commitment or no attachments. Once you and your boyfriend get more serious, it might be different for you but at this point you're looking for sex and not love and it is understandable.Why would i rather have a one night stand than do it with my bf?MOST FEMALES FEEL THE WAY YU DO THEY GET TIRED OF SUCKIN ****** THE SAM DIK THAT THE FIND PLEASURE FEELING SOMETHING DIFFERENTWhy would i rather have a one night stand than do it with my bf?Maybe you're afraid of commitment?Why would i rather have a one night stand than do it with my bf?
Because you are being fake, pretending to be a goody 2 shoes thinking that is what your BF wants. NOT TRUE! You can be a very classy lady in a crowd and let your hair down and be SEXY and even "enjoy" sex with the one you love. That's the way it should be. Don't be a phony! Don't sell yourself short, or your BF. Sex is to be enjoyed, let yourself go, do naughty things with your BF, it's not really through his stomach that a good woman gets and keeps her man. You can get him, but if your not enjoying ALL of him he will find someone who will. You also deserve a great sex life, make sure he knows you expect his full attention.