About 5 days ago i experienced ED (could not get erect) while i was with my boyfriend. he got upset because it was his night off and he wanted to be with me and i was going through alot of anxiety.This all happened about 5 days ago. i loved him. i wanted to be with him. when he got mad at me for that whole situation the whole time i just wanted him to be happy. the next day i went to his work early and we had coffee together and i justed wanted him to be himself. about the second day he forgave me and told me he didn't care and what happened happened. but now i feel like i don't love him any more like i don't have feelings for him. and im wondering if its because of the ED Situation. i wonder if im scared to love him because im afraid it will happen again? i was with him yesterday and during the day was fine! we cuddle a bit i was happy. we went for a ride and i felt this genuine interest toward him. i even got some what "excited" in the car but as soon as night hit and i felt like he wanted to make out i felt like i didn't feel anything for him the only thing on my mind was to get home and sleep. how is it that not too long ago i loved him i wanted to be with him and now its like i lost all my love for him. couple days ago i was soo attached to him. i loved him to death! i just wanted to be with him alll the time and this happens and i loose all feelings for him? is it that im scared to be with him?
any help? thank you so much!Did one night ruin my relationship?He shouldn't of gotten so upset or mad at you and since he did and you couldnt help it you just lost the love u had for him. You dont want to love someone who would get so mad and upset with u over something you cant control.
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