One night stand with a coworker?

i am in my mid twenties and only had one bf. we were together for 8yrs but i never gave him my virginity even if i loved him to death. now i had to leave the country and that's the reason we had to break up. now im all crazy trying to recover from the pain. i started goin out ith my friends to have fun and one night i had sex with one guy that i liked. i would say i may have done it just coz i felt so lonely but somehow i am feeling guilty for giving my virginity to someone that i'm not in a relationship with. i mean i truly like him but he obviously doesn't like me at all. i want to say i chose to give it to him but sometimes i could think that my ex-bf deserved it more coz i knew he loved me.



i am so confused and i dont know what to do.One night stand with a coworker?I understand why you feel guilty because it meant alot to you that you were saving yourself and then you gave it to someone who didnt deserve it

All you can do is move forward and if you regret it then dont allow yourself to be in that situation again

If you respect yourself so much then make sure next go round that he does as wellOne night stand with a coworker?Well, I would honestly go back to the ex boyfriend. But other than that, just try to act causal and empowered at work and learn from this experience.One night stand with a coworker?Take it as one of life's experiences and move on with your life. Live and grow from it. Good Luck!